Jack n Jill

So, last night was quiet fun watching "Jack 'n Jill". A movie of Adam Sandler, which was really him. I mean like a movie without something really important to seek when actually there's a hidden point there. Just like, Click or Grown Up. Movies that won't let you see the moral issue clearly. It's hidden, behind those pervert jokes, or stupid acts. Anyway, I watched Jack 'n Jill with my sister, Lala. We bought some salty chips before I went to course and watched it when I got home. We softly stole father's laptop. I mean, we said we borrowed it to copy some jazz music from his laptop when what actually happened is, we watched a movie. Why did we have to do that? Because father won't let us use his laptop to watch DVD, he thought it would broke something in the laptop, i dont have any idea about that. Oh and one more thing, my speaker active is broken and father hasn't bought a new one yet for me so I guess that's the second reason why I or we, used our father's laptop.

And by the way, those things in the bowl was Lays Salmon, Barbeque Flavoured chips, and Ring or whatever they call it, I forgot. My drink was strawberry milk (ugh) and Lala's was basic Teh Botol. The movie was entertaining. As always, Adam Sandler never disappoints. Well, there are so many terrific scenes. Like, driving speed boat in house swimming pool and to see Adam Sandler as a girl. He's totally gonna be the next John Travolta, so oh-my-god. 

And I think that's it for tonight. I feel like typing tonight, but actually dont really know what to type, so this is it. Insisting the mind to work. HAH

Tanya Kenapa?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti kita berjalan tidak di jalan setapak indah setahun yang lalu?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti kita kekurangan cahaya?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti kita berbeda?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti aku di kanan kamu di kiri?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti sulit memahami?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti pohon yang kokoh itu berniat untuk menumbangkan dirinya sendiri?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti tidak ada tautan?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti terus tenggelam makin dalam?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti bukan mencintai harum bunga, tapi mahkota bunganya?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti dekat tapi jauh?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti menyayat urat nadi tanpa ekspresi?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti hambar?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti sekuel-sekuel yang tidak pernah selesai namun sudah memulai yang baru?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti tempurung lutut yang remuk?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti kita pergi kemana angin membawa kita?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti dipancung?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti menangis tapi tidak mampu menyeka air matanya?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti lebih sesak daripada sebelumnya?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti dunia jadi hitam-putih?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti aku bukan milikmu?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti kamu bukan milikku?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti dua sisi magnet berkutub sama berusaha disatukan?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti ketukan jari yang sama tak pernah berubah, entah cepat entah lambat?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti sisa bara api yang dibiarkan tidak dibersihkan?

Kenapa belakangan ini seperti ^%$*&(&Hhguy&^%&%*&90-??!!***?

Oh, Yesterday

Yesterday was quiet stressful, today was also actually. Everyday is...
I don't know how everyhour spent in class made me so sleepy. Anyway, haven't I told you about a friend who always acts like a firework? eh?

Anyway, today, my friend Irwandana told me, Lya, and Ikhsan about the untearable paper. So, we take a little piece of paper and divide them into three part, but we don't make them into three separated parts? Confused? Me too. Let's see the pict

Alright now, the challenge is, we have to pull the two sides on the left and right at the same time and see who can tear them both. And it came to be no one. This is the only thing we got after each of us try to do it for three times.

Taddaaaa..!!!

No one can tear them both at the same time. There's always just one of them that succesfuly teared. I don't know maybe physic can explain this. 

Yesterday and today was quiet the same day. Regular schedule of school and added with PM of national exam. The only different things are, we bring more food from home and .. handphone charger (no, that's actually me)

Happy Sunday

these pictures were taken with the lame BlackBerry Gemini's camera

The Audition

Hah! I just got back from Indonesian Idol audition, so much tired. I woke up really early in the morning and started all the way to JIEXPO at 3.30. Picked up Edo first, then my friend Ivan and his junior, Alvin (it's a girl anyway). The third day wasn't as crowded as the first and the second. There was probably 500 to 1000 people there, while the first and the second day holded almost 15.000 people, such a number. We were on the queue for about 3 hours and then we arrived at the registration section, I've registered myself before via II website, and I just have to fill out the STORY FROM, which is the "formality paper". Those crew won't even read that, trust me LOL. And then we were divided into groups contain of 10 people each. We went into the precast room and one by one sang in front of the independet crew of RCTI in a small room, there were two of them in each room. I sang Badai Pasti Berlalu and they cut me even before I reached the chorus. They asked me to sing another song, then I sang Night On Broadway. And by the time I said I wanted to sing NOB, their wrinkled forehead showed up. *I bet 1 billion dollars, YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT THIS SONG!!" Hah, unqualified judges. "This is not going to be allright. I don't wanna be judged by a person that doesn't even know Bee Gees? For real?" And then, again, they stopped me when I haven't finished the song. Alriiiight then I got out from the room and waited for my group's turn to go to the result room. After about 10 minutes, our group was directed to the result room along with 30 others. "There's going to be only one person able to go the next level from the 40 of you" and I was like *dafuck is this?* What kind of voice does that 'only one' has? Something close to Celine Dion? LOL and it was a girl who made it. I don't know how she sings, but then congratulation to you, you had a lot of money to pay #upsie. Haha, then I went back to the parking lot with Ivan and Alvin, met Edo and my uncle. Then we drove to Kelapa Gading mall to have something to eat. And then we got home and everything was such a lesson. Nothing is a waste if we only wanna look deeper in any case, Thank God for this chance. At least I know, this spectacular event I always long for, is not as good as what they've shown on TV. 

End of Story

Hi, MBGF!
I am finally done with you. 5th batch is finally done!! Thank you for everymoments of happiness and sadness you gave. Thank you for everylesson you taught. Though this farewell is not gonna be easy (it is hard in fact), we still wanna say thank you so much for finally we can delegate everything up to 6th batch. This is kinda sad, because it is not easy to say goodbye to something we have been fighting for since we were in the first grader. We have dropped tears for it. Some of you may think this is too much. But, MBGF means so much to me. This is the first time I've been in a marching band and I think this is gonna be also, the last. The first second I choose to attend this ec is the moment I was lucky enough. I've never felt this kind of fun, marching band. Something I didnt find in Junior High. Something totally different. And, it is true, being different is uber uber uber cool! MBGF is totally an amazing form of extracurricular. The friendship we made, the familiar atmosphere everytime we practice. I swear I can not forget it. This will be one of the best experience I have. And this is gonna be the proudest thing I will shout loudly everytime someone asks "Have you ever been in an organization? What organization was that?"

Holla, OSIS!
God! So sad to leave you. There are lots of memories I can make you sure I can not forget it. I am not the best member I know. But at least I have given my best to you. Thank you for every opportunities to learn and so sorry for every mistake. You know what, the best thing about this organization is that, this organization is the only group of people who made the word "tired" became the synonym of "happy". All events we made, all the meeting we held and each little cute thing you guys made has been memorized in my brain. It's gonna stay there forever! Too sad to think that we can't work together anymore. Eventhough we weren't good enough at working together :p. But, really, farewell is not a good thing to do. Seriously, I hate "goodbye". Especially for things I have fallen in love so hard with. Alright, at last, I am hoping all the best things for the next batch. May God bless you
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LOL, this is so lame. I'm feeling a lot of sadness right now. I can't even express it. Not because I am writing in english. NO. I'ts just hard to arrange the words. I want to bring back good memories through this post. But, I know I just failed. Anyway, I am crying, right now. This is real. I hate farewell. I'm not saying good bye to a person, geez, I am saying goodbye to over than 100 persons! Can you imagine how sad it is? I have to say good bye to people I have been working with for 2 and a half years. We have been in good and bad conditions together. We went through those together. I feel so much for both organizations. You guys are best, really. I was just an ordinary student on Junior High. I wasn't considered to be member of OSIS, I was also not very smart. Teachers thought I can't handle big things. I was, bad. But in Senior High is totally different. Everything became different. I attended OSIS at the first year (and felt like a boss :p). I attended MBGF also at the first year. I continued to attend those organizations at my second year, until now. And I was definitely growing. I used to think that, I am nothing. I can't do big thing. But, it seems like these two big things have given me the chance to grow up even bigger. To learn how to handle things and to make yourself considered. Knowing to always be responsible. They taught me how to grow up. I sometimes want to tell my Junior High teachers that I wasn't that bad. It's true, they underestimated me. And it hurted me so much. Feels like I want to shout really loud about my changes in Senior High. If I am allowed to be arrogant, "Hey, I am the chief of Marching Band Gita Flamboyan! I am girl. I lead them!", "Hey, I attended the Biology Olympiade in Bekasi!", "Hey, I am member of OSIS. And this Senior High's OSIS can do things damn better then the OSIS I knew in Junior High!"
Sorry for being arrogant but it's just thank you so much for both of you MBGF and OSIS, allowed me to feel the proud I always longed for.
I am hoping the best for you two. I can't hold these tears. Both of you mean so much to me.
Thank You

The Hypest Thing on January 2012

Marching Band Gita Flamboyan's

All New Instruments

The End