1.18.2012

End of Story

Hi, MBGF!
I am finally done with you. 5th batch is finally done!! Thank you for everymoments of happiness and sadness you gave. Thank you for everylesson you taught. Though this farewell is not gonna be easy (it is hard in fact), we still wanna say thank you so much for finally we can delegate everything up to 6th batch. This is kinda sad, because it is not easy to say goodbye to something we have been fighting for since we were in the first grader. We have dropped tears for it. Some of you may think this is too much. But, MBGF means so much to me. This is the first time I've been in a marching band and I think this is gonna be also, the last. The first second I choose to attend this ec is the moment I was lucky enough. I've never felt this kind of fun, marching band. Something I didnt find in Junior High. Something totally different. And, it is true, being different is uber uber uber cool! MBGF is totally an amazing form of extracurricular. The friendship we made, the familiar atmosphere everytime we practice. I swear I can not forget it. This will be one of the best experience I have. And this is gonna be the proudest thing I will shout loudly everytime someone asks "Have you ever been in an organization? What organization was that?"

Holla, OSIS!
God! So sad to leave you. There are lots of memories I can make you sure I can not forget it. I am not the best member I know. But at least I have given my best to you. Thank you for every opportunities to learn and so sorry for every mistake. You know what, the best thing about this organization is that, this organization is the only group of people who made the word "tired" became the synonym of "happy". All events we made, all the meeting we held and each little cute thing you guys made has been memorized in my brain. It's gonna stay there forever! Too sad to think that we can't work together anymore. Eventhough we weren't good enough at working together :p. But, really, farewell is not a good thing to do. Seriously, I hate "goodbye". Especially for things I have fallen in love so hard with. Alright, at last, I am hoping all the best things for the next batch. May God bless you
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LOL, this is so lame. I'm feeling a lot of sadness right now. I can't even express it. Not because I am writing in english. NO. I'ts just hard to arrange the words. I want to bring back good memories through this post. But, I know I just failed. Anyway, I am crying, right now. This is real. I hate farewell. I'm not saying good bye to a person, geez, I am saying goodbye to over than 100 persons! Can you imagine how sad it is? I have to say good bye to people I have been working with for 2 and a half years. We have been in good and bad conditions together. We went through those together. I feel so much for both organizations. You guys are best, really. I was just an ordinary student on Junior High. I wasn't considered to be member of OSIS, I was also not very smart. Teachers thought I can't handle big things. I was, bad. But in Senior High is totally different. Everything became different. I attended OSIS at the first year (and felt like a boss :p). I attended MBGF also at the first year. I continued to attend those organizations at my second year, until now. And I was definitely growing. I used to think that, I am nothing. I can't do big thing. But, it seems like these two big things have given me the chance to grow up even bigger. To learn how to handle things and to make yourself considered. Knowing to always be responsible. They taught me how to grow up. I sometimes want to tell my Junior High teachers that I wasn't that bad. It's true, they underestimated me. And it hurted me so much. Feels like I want to shout really loud about my changes in Senior High. If I am allowed to be arrogant, "Hey, I am the chief of Marching Band Gita Flamboyan! I am girl. I lead them!", "Hey, I attended the Biology Olympiade in Bekasi!", "Hey, I am member of OSIS. And this Senior High's OSIS can do things damn better then the OSIS I knew in Junior High!"
Sorry for being arrogant but it's just thank you so much for both of you MBGF and OSIS, allowed me to feel the proud I always longed for.
I am hoping the best for you two. I can't hold these tears. Both of you mean so much to me.
Thank You

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