Study Tour : Malabar, Pangalengan, Bandung

Aloha pals! This is one day after the insane study tour my school held two days ago. It was two days one night laughing adventure and we were actually lived in the bus and no in the hotel. Why? We spent too much time in the bus, we checked in at the hotel at about 9 pm and checked out at about 9 am. We started our trip from our lovely school SMAN 10 Bekasi at 7.30 am and just went straight to Malabar Tea Field. It was windy there, not too  cold, the air was fine there. The road was pretty long to Malabar, so we arrived there at about 12 if I’m not mistaken. And at 1 we ate our lunch, some of them went to mosque to shalat and at 2 pm the social department students stayed at Malabar to do a small research and observation about the tea field itself. And the science department students went to BPB Kentang. It was a place to produce potato seeds.

The first thing I captured was this thing. I didn’t really know what was this for but I am sure that this thing is from Japan and it was in the screen B area.

This is one of the building to grow seeds in Screen B. A bit smelly here, maybe because the natural manure they use to maximize the soil quality. They have 3 units like this in here. Oh! One thing you have to know, this place was given by the government of Japan. They have a little monument that tells about it but I didn’t take a photo of it!!!! OMG I regret it a lot lot lot lot.

This explains enough about why this place grows well. The utilities they use are good and all of them were manufactured in Japan. See the instruction board there, still written in Japan and there isn’t any translation, even in English. 

         

This is the Screen House A-4 room. I couldn’t get a clear picture of what’s in those bed thingy. They were seed beds. A place to grow G.0 seeds. G.0 was the kind of the seed, which is still young and new. The G.0 seeds were like white threads, they’re a bit transparent and they are a lot. You can see it if you were there. Unluckily the camera couldn’t reach clearly into the inside of the bed seeds. Yet, the G.0 seeds were a little bit hard to see because it was a bit transparent.

 

 

The crowd and some friends from XI Science 1, which is my beloved class. Yeah, we had our task there. We had to conclude all of our observation by answering the question on the paper that was given by the teacher. We filled it out together of course! And we finished it fast.

This is me! In front of the Screen A building. My friend took it for me. LOL I was busy taking others photo, I almost didn’t have my own photo. But thank God, I got some.

We love to take photo together! The left one was after we finished our task and so was the right one. But take a look at the photo on the right side. And everyone is asking why was Panji become so popular among the girls. LOL, I don’t wanna lie, a lot of girls asked me to take their photo with Panji. Not because of any flirty reason but it was just because Panji is the smartest creature in XI Science 1, that’s why. I have my own photo with him but not in this camera. I promise I’ve got to have that pict as soon as possible!

See a man with black t-shirt and black hat? That’s XI Science 1’s head teacher, Mr. Sudarto. These are not all of us, some still inside the Screen area maybe. So we took a photo with the guys who were around the parking lot.

 

Batak group! LOOOOOL it’s all I can say..HAHAHAHAHAHA

 

Along the way back from BPB Kentang. I saw the cloud and it was a bit different. I think the sun was covered by the cloud and finally it looked like this. Beautiful…

Okay, these are loads of photos. It was in The Geology Museum. Honestly, that was my first time to visit the museum though I go to Bandung quiet often. And I think this museum is pretty awesome because they have enough things inside. I couldn’t take photos of all of them because the battery pack was in a low condition so I decided to just took a photos of something that sparks my eyes. And those things are above.

The Geology Museum was the last place to visit for the second day. And finaly, we went home. It took 2 hours to get back to our school again. I’m wishing I can get 3 or 4 days more with you guys. This study tour was no longer about our score or whatever. It was all about us! About our togetherness. So sad Ajeng couldn’t join us for those two amazing days. Thought we didn’t get a very very fine hotel. As long as we are together and have fun, it’s okay! I am gonna miss you guys so so so so bad! I can’t forget the moment when Abul, Bapak, Bagus, Tri, Unggul and other boys who sat in the back of the bus sang the song of Vicky Shu ‘Mari Bercinta’ or when you guys yelling ‘Andecaaaa andeciii…’ or when you guys trying to be ‘Anak Dugem’ using an emergency light which was provided in the bus. And when you guys waving goodbye to almost all people on our way back to hotel from BPB Kentang, when we laugh about the video of our class that stucked when it came to show Chae’s formal photo with Kebaya and full make up and we laughed so hard because of that. And we became so quiet when we all got so tired after a very long trip. And I remember the time we laugh while taking our friends’ sleeping photos or when Hira’s food fell off until almost 5 times LOL. There are lots of memories we have from this study tour guys. I don’t think I am capable to forget you all. I hope we can have another good time together. I love you!

17

THANK YOU!

I wrote this in order to say thank you for those people who have been there around me for as long as 17 years as my age right now. And those people who are just so meaningful to me. And those who are contributing a lot in forming the new Valent each time. I realize that I’ve reached the age of 17 not because of my own strength. These people has contributed million things in purpose to make my life better.

First of all I’d like to say thank you the Creator of Valentania. Who has originally made me with His own hand and the one who has planned my life, from my first cry to my final breathe. To Jesus Christ who has done a lot of things in my life. Permitting every huge things happened in my life and letting me learn how to appreciate every little thing in my life. Giving me all things I need and letting me know that You are the reason why I am here, the reason why I live until now and the reason why I have to live good and the purpose of my life. Thank you for…E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G Jesus. Who opens my heart to change is You. The one who is completely understanding and never cease to listen to my pray. YOU ARE EVERYTHING GOD, and I mean, EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH.

Special Thanks

I wanna say thank you a lot to my mom, dad and my sister. Thank you for the early in the morning surprise, for the prayer, for the cute and tempting birthday cake. Thank you for all love that has been showering me today.

Next, enormous thanks to my boyfriend, Lourenchyus Alfredo. Thank you for the midnight call, for the wishes, for the prayer, the cute painting and WHITE ROSES! Thank your for loving me for almost 6 months. I’m really hoping good long times with you.

And thanks to all who have posted their greetings for my birthday to my facebook profile. You guys are such good people, I am really happy each time I see new post on my wall saying Happy Birthday. Thanks for the attention. I LOVE YOU ALL

And I’d like to say thank you to:

1.       My Father

Father, though we had a very cold fight for more than 1 month. But I know what you did, is for my best. I realize that connection between parents and kids is damn important. And you have successfully opened my eyes to see that. I thank you not only for every great deal of money you spend for me. But for every patient and every words you tell me and you don’t even care wether I listened to it or not. But that way, I learned to understand how to be mature. How to personally and automatically realize that this is my life, my future depends on what I do now. You’re trying to make me realize about that for years, and finally I fully realize about that. Thank you for the great method. My eyes are now opened for a brighter future according to the bible you have shown me. Thank you, Father. You’re the best, I LOVE YOU :)

2.       My Mother

The one who took care about me and those damn diapers when I was a child. Cook for me until now. Teach me what to do when I’m having my period. Telling me how boys could be so bad. And tell me everything I need to know as I am growing up. Though, mother, I still can not share my things to you until now. But what’s best about you is that you never keep your anger. One day is completely enough for you. You teach me how girl act,even how to be a mother. Though it’s still a long time to go. You teach me how to live. You don’t talk, you act and I imitate. I like it much better rather than to listen. You are the one who has the brightest smile when I reach my goal. You cry when I get into troubles. You’re there when I am sick. You are priceless, Mother. I LOVE YOU :)

3.      My Sister

The partner in crimes. I have got to say that you are the best person in home. We share things, we share stories. We help each other. And we find that we have taught each other a lot of things. Especially, you teach me how to be a patient older sister. And I teach you how to be a good younger sister. We’ve done a lot of things together. Though we had a bad past, now we have learned a lot. What is sisterhood is really for. I LOVE YOU

4.       Ka Yolanda

My best cousin ever. The affect of your existence in my life is similar to my mother. Except for those diapers and period thingy LOL. But you told me a lot about how to be in relationship. How I really have to tell the real feeling, the thing I’ve been thinking. Though now we hardly can meet. I believe, God has already provide us one day to meet from morning to night and to share a lot of things. I miss the time we laugh together in your room. I miss all things we have done in the past. You have a contributions in shaping me until I become like this. Thanks a lot Ka Nanda. Hope we can meet soon :) I LOVE YOU

5.       Clarissa, Arista & Christa

My true true true true besties! You guys are rawks! First day at SMAN 10 Bekasi was saved by both of you. I didn’t have friends. But you guys support me to soon have friends and to have a communication with those new people. Clarissa is the best person to talk I have ever meet. The first person I call when I have a huge trouble with my father was you Clarissa! And that was a true decision. Thanks for being so good to me. Though you sometimes annoying, but you’re best! And Arista, thank you for being a so good guy for me at school. I shared some stories to you, right? Thank you for being a so good listener when I need to only be listened to. No comment or response. Thank you for picking me up to school for OSIS meeting or driving me home almost everyday. And Christa, my partner in dangdut crime. Thanks for the craziness along the year!! I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL

6.       Lourenchyus Alfredo

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :*

Geez, I don’t have anything to say. You just saved my life. How you show your love to me is completely lovely. This month the 27^th we will have our relationship for a half year. I am so happy to have you. You have successfully blushed my cheecks everytime you say “aku sayang kamu”. Aku sayang kamu jugaaaaaaaaa, bangeeeeeeeeeeeettttttttt :**. Sorry for being so annoying lately. I didn’t mean to do that ya dear hihihi :) Thank you for every morning text. Thank you for being patient everytime I sleep earlier than you and leave the conversations without telling you I wanted to sleep. Thank you for every fight we have, I realize those things can make our relationship grow stronger. I’m wishing a long story with you. Hope we can complete each other. Telling each other to change the bad habbits. Like what you said, we have to change together, striving the best for this relationship. I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU :*

7.       FRIENDS

The strawberry juice in the heat of summer. Kiss kiss to you guys. Agnistisya, my chairmate who is sometimes annoying but the one who always answer when I ask about the lesson I don’t understand. The one who really saved my boring day. Dwi Ajeng, the one I call ‘bocah’ because of her habbit, acting like a pure kid. But I like you anyway, Jeng. You cheer up my days a lot. Hikmani Tri Ekasari, I have nothing to say. Thank You for being good eventhough I act very cold to you. Francilya, when Clarissa isn’t there, you are there! Thanks for the ears that are always ready to listen to my problems. Thank you for being the example of how a Christian girl should act. Gyan, you are the funniest person ever, although I sometimes confuse about why you really like Dude Harlino, but that’s okay, I still love the way you go out of your seat and let me sit on your chair and talk with Lya LOL.

8.       TYC Acoustica

Ka Novri, Ko William, Timothy, Indah, Ivan, and Edo. Partners in worshipping. I never knew that we could be in one band. Together praising God with our very own talent. I am happy to be among you guys. This is what God has planned to every each of us. Helping each other to maximize their talent in order to give back what God has given to us. Thank you for not only being friends but also being the second family of mine. I really thank God I have you guys. Hope we can praise more more and more together. Wishing every each of us could be the way of blessing to ourself and to people. I LOVE YOU :)

9.       Christy Karina, Indah Alvernia & Ivan Denata

Cool teenagers! Cool HiTeens! Thank you for being there at church. Spicing up every situation we had together. Thank you for being so helpful in killing the time at church. Waking each other up when we feel sleep with little jokes and laughter. I LOVE YOU GUYS

10.   MBGF

Since I become the leader of MBGF, I realize I gained knowledge. It is automatically told to me through my act in our practicing time. You guys have opened my eyes how a leader should be. I change bit by bit. I realize my fault and I fix it. Guys, you have contributed a lot in shapping the good and mature of me. A lot of thank you for you all :) I LOVE YOU

11.   RohKris

Rohani Kristen in SMAN 10 Bekasi. Although I don’t oftenly come into this class, but I just wanna say thank you for every chances that was given to me to be the part of RohKris events. I’d always love to be involved in any events this organization held. Thank you for motivating me to be a better girl and thank you for every laugh, smile, and good moral issues I got. I LOVE YOU GUYS :*

12.   Anita Ramdhan

My true helper in MBGF. I need to admit that she is the one who has been helping me during the events and troubles of MBGF. I thank you very much to you, Anita. Though we were not very close, but I feel that we have a better communication lately. I really thank you I have you. Please, never stop helping me. Thank you, I LOVE YOU :)

13.   Levi Dhaifani

Partner in crime! Thanks for being there to pick me up and driving me home LOL. No no, thank you for being cooperative in being crazy. My only fluent partner in speaking English in school. And partner of die hard k-poppers!! We do love SUPER JUNIOOOOOR!!!

14.   Devi Febriyanti

My beautiful majorette! Thank you for every contribution you make in order to help me in MBGF. Stay healthy, pretty! We need you. I LOVE YOU

15.   Teachers

Thank you a looooooooooot for those people who have taught me about lots of things from playground to senior high school. Thank you for contributing in a lot part of my growing time. Thank you for those knowledges you all gave me.

16.   Uncle Donald

Special thanks to this person who has brought me to the world of music. Finding my talent in singing, shapping it and helping me to know my talent and to have the ability to explore it. Thank you for every motivation and support. For every practice and songs you told me. Thank you uncle, I LOVE YOU.

 A LOT OF PEOPLE

Within 17 years I realize I met a lot people I can’t mention one by one here. In this part I wanna say thank you for everyone of you who has printed their heartprint in my life. Because sometimes people come in a short time and then leave just to give me lesson. For everyone of you who have contributed a little part of your life to help me growing up in the right track. I wanna thank you so damn much. I apologize I can’t mention you one by one. But all my heart, goes to all of you :**

Where Is The Spirit I Used to Have?

"Ternyata keinginan untuk menjadi penting bagi orang lain tidak cukup berhenti sampai kita telah menjadi penting. Mempertahankannya itulah yang jadi tugas
kita berikutnya"

Seperti seekor kupu-kupu yang sudah berhasil keluar dari kepompong. Awalnya dia berpikir dia harus keluar dari kantung kepompong ini. Dia harus jadi sesuatu yang
dikagumi dan dilihat banyak orang. Namun ketika ia berhasil keluar dari kepompong, ternyata ada beberapa hal besar yang jauh lebih penting ketimbang dilihat
banyak orang. Ia harus membantu pembuahan pada beberapa jenis bunga, ia harus berkembang biak untuk mempertahankan ekosistem, dan lain-lain.

Sama halnya seperti manusia. Ia lahir untuk berbagai tujuan. Ia dibentuk sebagai makhluk hidup dengan pola pikir, yang punya tujuan di hidup mereka masing-masing.
Keinginan untuk menjadi hal yang berpengaruh itulah yang ada di pikiran sebagian besar orang, termasuk saya.

Sama sekali tidak bermaksud untuk bermegah di depan kalian yang membaca. Tapi ini pengalaman, sebuah ketidak-bijaksanaan dan kegegabahan dalam melangkah.
Tidak memikirkan kapabilitas diri.

Aku ini seorang siswa di sebuah sekolah menengah atas yang memiliki posisi sebagai Ketua Umum ekstrakurikuler Marching Band Gita Flamboyan, pengurus OSIS
sekbid 8, salah satu siswa yang diberi kesempatan untuk mengikuti osn, juga sebagai siswa biasa yang punya segudang tugas, hak serta tanggung jawab sebagai murid
dan sebagai anak di rumah.

Awalnya aku dengan senang hati terjun ke hal-hal di atas. Aku pikir apa salahnya jadi siswa yang aktif di organisasi dan menjadi salah satu pihak yang berkontribusi
dalam perkembangan sekolah. Awalnya menjadi sebuah kesenangan bisa bergabung. Aku tidak berpikir bagaimana nantinya.

Untuk beberapa lama, masih belum ada rasa apa-apa. Semua masih biasa. Berjalan dengan lancar dan aku masih menikmati semuanya.

Namun, masalah muncul ketika seluruh kegiatan mulai mengalami suatu hal yang kita sebut bentrok. Seolah semuanya memberikan tugas dan harus selesai dalam waktu
yang nyaris sama. Istilahnya, waktunya mepet-mepet.

Mulai frustasi, mulai pusing. Ditambah fisik yang mulai sakit ini-itu. Kepikiran tugas, kepikiran pergaulan, kepikiran tanggung jawab di luar sekolah, dan yang paling
vital adalah kepikiran hubungan aku dengan Tuhan.

Ketika ekskul butuh perhatian, tugas-tugas sekolah juga tidak kalah minta diperhatikan. Dan di saat yang bersamaan aku masih harus melakukan rapat-rapat dan kumpul-
kumpul organisasi lain. Awalnya berusaha menikmati kesibukan yang tercipta karena keinginanku sendiri ini. Tapi semakin lama, aku merasa banyak hal-hal yang mulai
terbengkalai. Hal-hal yang dulu sangat melekat dengan keseharianku, mulai secara sadar aku tinggalkan.

Kadang aku dihadapkan dengan pilihan, ekskul atau PM? Kalau aku memilih PM maka ekskul harus aku serahkan ke orang yang aku percaya. Tapi muncul pikiran,
apakah pantas ini dilakukan? Terus-menerus meninggalkan mereka. Sampai akhirnya muncul masalah besar yang sampai sekarang belum ada solusinya.
Tugas osis yang mendesak harus diselesaikan tetap harus dipersulit dengan rapat-rapat dan tugas-tugas. Posisi-posisi yang aku ambil tanpa pikir panjang juga sering
membuat aku menyesal.

Dan yang paling parah adalah ketika aku mulai membuat diriku 'tidak punya waktu' lagi untuk Tuhan. Terlalu lelah, sakit, banyak tugas jadi alasan gegabah yang sering
keluar dari mulut aku ketika harus melakukan proses religius. Aku berani sumpah, semua itu membuat aku menyesal.
Hari Minggu yang biasanya aku pakai untuk ke gereja, berkumpul dengan teman seiman, melepaskan kefrustasian akan rutinitas sekarang hilang.
Aku tetap harus belajar untuk osn. Aku tetap harus mendampingi latihan MBGF.

Aku mulai berpikir semangatku yang dulu sudah hilang. Aku sudah menjadi orang yang cukup penting bagi sekolah dan beberapa organisasi. Aku sudah mencapai
keinginanku. Tapi kenapa aku tidak bisa mempertahankan semangat saat dulu aku menginginkan hal-hal ini?

Aku menyesal di banyak kesempatan. Aku berkali-kali berpikir ingin mundur. Ingin menjalani waktu di sekolah sebagai murid biasa yang tugasnya hanya belajar dan
mengerjakan tugas sekolah.
Aku ingin berhenti menjalani proses mengecewakan orang lain yang sudah percaya denganku.

Segala kekuatan sudah dikerahkan. Tapi tetap saja menggenggam kertas sambil membentuknya menjadi pesawat dengan satu tangan itu sulit.
Tetap pada posisi. mempertahankannya sambil mengembangkan dan tetap bertanggung jawab dengan banyak pihak itu secara tidak sadar adalah sebuah tekanan.

Aku bersyukur Tuhan selalu menerimaku kapanpun aku ingin kembali. Mendengarkan aku kapanpun aku ingin bicara dengannya.
Menangis di depanNya itu biasa. Sudah jadi kebiasaan.
Egois rasanya kalau dipikir-pikir lagi. Tapi sikap Tuhan yang seperti ini yang selalu mengingatkan aku untuk kembali.

Kembali kepada intinya, memang mempertahankan adalah hal yang jauh lebih sulit ketimbang mendapatkan.
Bukan cuma aku yang mengalami hal ini dan bukan cuma aku yang pernah merasa tertekan karena ini.

Intinya, semua tetap harus dijalakan dan ga ada kata mundur. Pilihan yang kita pilih selalu punya konsekuensi dan ganjaran. Hadapi aja sekuat yang kita bisa.

Positifnya, aku belajar banyak tentang bagaimana berpikir panjang. Aku belajar banyak tentang prioritas. Aku belajar banyak dengan apa itu hidup berdasarkan pilihan.
Semuanya saling berkorelasi, berhubungan dan berdampak besar.

Ini cuma curhat tentang tumpukan penyesalan dan pencerahan anak SMA yang sempat frustasi sama pekerjaannya.
Mungkin sedikit berlebihan bagi kebanyakan orang. Tapi tujuan aku cuma untuk menghindari menangis.
Pegel la yaauuu ini mata :p

Jadi cukup sekian dan terima kasih. Buat mereka-mereka yang mengalami hal yang sama, tetap semangat, apapun itu hadapi aja sekuat tenaga
kalo berdoa dan berusaha belum cukup untuk melegakan diri, menangis itu ga ada salahnya kok.

Cheers!

#100factsaboutme

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Terinspirasi dari Twitter…

1. A PROUD CHRISTIAN
2. Priscilla bukan nama asli, hanya tambahan waktu kecil yang akhirnya ga dipake. Tapi sekarang aku pake lagi hihihi
3. Temen curhat di rumah cuma Lala yang notabene adik perempuan aku satu-satunya dan dia bisa dibilang crazy enough
4. Sekarang belajar di SMAN 10 Bekasi di kelas XI IPA 1. Dengan nomor absen 44
5. Manager MBGF
6. Salah satu dari 2 vokalis TYC. TYC itu menurut aku bukan hanya band. Bukan hanya partner bermusik. Tapi TYC itu udah jadi kayak keluarga buat aku :)
7. Pernah dibacain kepribadiannya sama temen di facebook dan hasilnya aku ini “Plegmatis-Melankolis”
8. Sangat sayang sama MAMA
9. Menulis itu buat aku bukan kewajiban. Tapi kalo inspirasi datang dan disia-siakan, bisa nyesel sampe seminggu
10. Biologi itu bagian hidup
11. Punya cita-cita jadi dokter, tapi liat darah aja lemes. Gimana toh neng?
12. Genre Pop ga pernah salah buat aku. Tidak berlebih, tidak kurang. Pas
13. Ga bisa jawab kalo ditanya “Eh kamu suka film apa?” atau “Eh suka warna apa?” Banyak ya buuu
14. Frappucino is way too tasty
15. Suka banget ngeliat payung transparan yang di iklan-iklan itu loh
16. Ga sabar untuk naik kelas 3, lulus dan KULIAH! Entah kenapa rasanya seneng banget bisa belajar dan mendalami satu bidang yang aku suka.
17. Kalo ada petir bukannya tutup telinga malah tutup mata (?)
18. Suka sama hal yang mayoritas orang lain ga suka
19. Some people say I have a flexible mind. Jadi, berdebat itu kegiatan yang menyenangkan
20. Seneng banget kalo diajak wisata kuliner (kemanapun itu!)
21. Histeris kalo ada pelangi. Berhubung hari geneee susah aja liat pelangi gitu.
22. Heran sama orang yang udah bilang “ga suka” sebelum coba. Geregetan banget rasanya
23. Ga suka sama orang yang ga perhatian. Hey, kamu bagian dari makhluk social kan?
24. Mencintai batik dan suka banget lihat kebaya.
25. Hutan, puncak gunung, laut dan pantai adalah tempat-tempat luar biasa
26. Thank God there’s Twitter, Yahoo, You Tube and Facebook!
27. Lebih suka baca cerita keluarga novel terjemahan, misalnya: The Golden Road, Winds of Autumn
28. Konseptual
29. Sampai sekarang masih suka balon (dengan catatan, tanpa embel2 tulisan happy birthday atau semacamnya ya -__-)
30. Selalu antusias sama hal-hal baru
31. Ga bisa luka. Mau ke-beset kecil kek besar kek pokoknya ga bisa. Pasti lemes, trus kalo parah bisa sampe pingsan.
32. ANEMIA
33. Moody atau bahasa gaulnya “labil”
34. Benci banget sama semua hal yang lambat
35. Suka gigit-gigit kuku kalo ngga gigit sedotan aqua -___-
36. Mulai tidur posisi hadap kiri, bangunnya kemungkinan besar hadap kiri juga
37. A big fan of humor and has a high sense of it. Aku gampang banget ketawa. Bisa ketawa cuma karena hal kecil yang bahkan orang lain anggap itu ga lucu.
38. Main Looklet maksimal 3 kali sebulan
39. Penggemar film horor tapi penakut. (fyi: film horor yang masih di jalur yang benar)
40. Selalu bawa minyak telon/triple oil kemana-mana
41. Pernah jadi fanatiknya Audition. Tapi setelah diserang sama UAN terus masuk SMA, akhirnya udah ga selera lagi main Audition.
42. Jatuh cinta sama tema Google Chrome yang Cath Kidston
43. Suka nonton Realigi, Ekspedisi Merah, Scary Job, Masih Dunia Lain padahal takut dan tau kalo acara-acara itu 99% ngibulnya
44. Lebih baik ada sedikit daripada ga ada sama sekali
45. Kepalanya pernah ketancep kunci. Tapi aku gamungkin nyeritain kronologisnya disini. Terlalu panjang, ekstrim dan spektakuler
46. Online Twitter cuma buat liat timeline atau online Facebook cuma buat liat news feed
47. Benci sebenci bencinya kalo lagi ngetik di PC trus diliatin orang
48. Awalnya cengin SM*SH, eh sekarang malah jadi fans berat Morgan :p
49. Ga tahan pengen nonton BBF lagi setiap kali denger Starlight, Paradise, Lucky, Because I’m Stupid, dan One More Time
50. Ga suka ya sama pembohong
51. Menyukai bunga Edelweiss lebih dari bunga apapun
52. Selalu histeris liat items dan model baru di Looklet. They are so WIN
53. Awalnya bikin blog cuma buat curhat asal. Tapi sekarang blog aku itu jadi tempat tumpahan semua inspirasi yang pernah lewat di otak aku.
54. Ga ketemu dalam waktu yang lama dan saling ga komunikasi intens bisa ngurangin rasa sayang aku ke seseorang atau sekelompok orang.
55. CEMBURUAN ABIS MAMPUS TINGKAT DEWA LANGIT PENGUASA AIR DAN BATU KARANG
56. Bisa nasehatin orang kalo lagi ada masalah. Giliran sendirinya dapet masalah malah frustasi dan susah nenangin diri sendiri.
57. Able in Multitasking (kayaknya sih hampir semua perempuan ya)
58. Kalo lagi ngerasain sesuatu, sedih, seneng atau apalah itu, suka ngerangkai kata dan bikin quote sendiri
59. Pecinta bouquet bunga warna-warni dengan macam-macam jenis bunga
60. Seneng liat cheerleader bikin pyramid tapi ikutan pegel liat mereka ngangguk2 dari awal sampe akhir performance
61. Hampir ga punya waktu untuk “bersenang-senang” akibat rutinitas yang semakin ganas
62. Pertama kali ke bioskop nonton The Messenger. Pertama kali liat Kristen Stewart
63. Mau guru seni budaya nyuruh gambar aktivitas manusia kek, hewan kek tetep ujung-ujungnya dengan keras kepala bilang, “Pak, saya cuma sanggup gambar bunga. Kalo suka ya nilai, engga ya ga apa-apalah, Pak” ß PASRAH.COM
64. Pernah iseng nonton Setan Budeg filmnya Dewi Persik gara-gara bingung mau nonton apa dan akhirnya pulang dengan sejumlah komentar negatif buat sineas (khususnya film horor) Indonesia
65. Beranggapan bahwa Teddy Bear pink itu tidak normal. Teddy Bear warna cokelat, hitam dan putih itu lebih imut!
66. Suka lupa mau ngomong apa
67. Paling benci dan sangat benci di INTERUPSI
68. CINTA MATI SAMA FILM INDIA
69. Kalo lagi ga ada kerjaan dan lagi suntuk paling pol itu Indiaan kalo ga dangdutan (najong sih, tapi ampuh banget)
70. Sangobion ada di : dalam tas sekolah, tempat pensil, dompet dan tas-tas lainnya, bahkan ada yang di kantong celana.
71. Berhubung kelas 2 itu upacara pagi dan berhubung juga aku ga punya topi SMA. Berhubung males beli juga. Jadinya selama kelas 2 sampe nanti kelas 3 akan terus pinjem topinya Ikhsan
72. Es krim adalah salah satu makanan paling enak yang pernah ada
73. Suka banget ngobrol. Dari satu topik bisa ngelantur kemana-mana dengan satu syarat, partner ngobrolnya harus punya wawasan luas
74. Lebih baik punya pengetahuan yang dalam pada satu bidang, daripada meraup semuanya dan cuma tau luarnya aja
75. Merokok itu tidak baik dan tidak keren sama sekali!
76. Suka tiba-tiba autis sendiri kalo lagi ngerjain fisika atau matematika. Entah ini faktor soal atau emang akunya yang autis (bingung?)
77. Sprei kasur gambarnya Bernard Bear. Tapi baru nyadar kalo itu Bernard Bear setelah 2-3 bulan nonton kartunnya di TV
78. Suka banget main Zuma
79. Pecinta film
80. Punya 2 anjing autis namanya Ochad sama Rocky. Suwer, mereka autis banget
81. Suka browsing soal wedding party yang lucu-lucu.
82. Punya kolase di lemari dari robekan halaman majalah yang menurut aku…KEREN banget
83. Suka banget ketiduran pas lagi nonton TV malem2. Akhirnya TV nyala sampe pagi. (maaf sebesar-besarnya *sembah sujud*. Ga bakal ngulang lagi deh)
84. Pas udah ngerjain #100factsaboutme di nomor 60 keatas lebih lama mikir daripada ngetiknya
85. Keras kepala ga mau follow back orang kalau emang bukan aku yang mau follow back. Bodo amat deh di unfollow
86. Menganggap bahwa orang yang bisa ngetawain dirinya sendiri adalah orang paling beruntung sedunia. At least they have a happy enough soul to face this crazy world
87. Punya temen sebangku yang alamaaaaak. Aku punya pacar aja dikomentarin aneh-aneh sama dia. Apa salahku, Neng?
88. Kata salah satu temen sih aku kayak punya 2 kepribadian. Cara aku bergaul di kehidupan nyata berbanding terbalik sama cerminan sikap yang kalian baca di blog ini
89. Berdedikasi
90. Awalnya masuk MBGF maunya jadi Colour Guard. Terus sesaat sebelum pemilihan, minta pindah ke Bellyra. Dan setelah beberapa bulan aja, langsung diangkat jadi pemain Xylophone sama Ka Adee Ilham. (Makasih ka! :D)
91. Ga suka dicuekin. Ga suka kalo omongannya ga ditanggepin. Ga suka diketawain kalo lagi nangis (yeah, somepeople laugh at someone’s cry. POOR)
92. Kalo bisa mutasi DNA. Kepengen banget punya DNA kayak Phoenix di X-Men atau WonderWoman di Justice League
93. Waktu masih SD suka manjat pohon mangga di halaman rumah yang sekarang udah ditebang
94. Sangat suka peluk Ochad!!!!!
95. Jatuh cinta sama Adam Young karena lagu-lagunya. Liriknya luber sama keindahan. Ga pernah ada kebencian ataupun kata kasar di semua, diulang lagi SEMUA lirik lagunya.
96. Suka ngegenapin jam. Misalnya pas bangun pagi, trus ternyata udah jam 5:23, tidur lagi dan berencana bangun jam 5:30. Tapi hampir selalu bablas, lewat dari jam itu.
97. Menghormati guru-guru yang menghargai muridnya
98. Aku jatuh cinta pada kemampuan, kemudian pada kepribadian.
99. Lebih nyaman bergaul sama anak cowo kalo di sekolah. Soalnya mereka ga comel
100. Meskipun sering bergaul dan akrab sama temen-temen cowo. Tapi yang ada di hati tetep satu, Lourenchyus Alfredo <3

To my lovely love

You have been the smell of citrus that wakes me up. Get up from the dooms day and start a fresh sweet new line. You are just fantastic, how you make me miss you everysingle time. I love you for no reason. I just love you, that’s all.

Been there all the time I need you. Stay right next to my heart everytime I want to give up. I wanna surrender for times. But before I get down and lay on the floor, you pull my hand, help me to stand and hold me till I able to step by myself

You are something I never knew I needed. Remember how we act like i-don’t-know you at church when I was 14 and you were 16? Imagine how fantastic God put us in position from who-the hell-are-you to i-really-love-you. Till now I still can’t figure it out. But I open my eyes widely and realize that you’re here for me. I love you and you love me. That’s all that counts.

I sure of you completely. Don’t know what makes me feel so but I just sure of you. I got to honestly say that I have had my heart badly broken by someone before you. That’s why I feel a bit hard to start over. But you are totally different, darla. You are something I absolutely trust. From the very start I knew you’d never do the same thing as that asshole did. I knew you are that man who courages me in all the way I love and the man who appreciate the trust I gave to you.

If I happen to call you as a colour. You are BLUE for me. You are calm, you are good tempered, you are STABLE. The fact I’m younger than you and you are definitely older than me is a good thing. You think much better than me. You have the more well-arranged emotion than me. You haven’t gotten so angry to me. Well, I don’t know if you have for once but so far I’ve been loving a man who loves me so much. Right, darla?

I am not (honestly) someone who remember to read the Bible at night. Especially when I’ve got a very hard day that drown me into sweat. You are there honey, to say “Dear, don’t forget to pray before you sleep. Read the bible J”. Oh and you never know that sometimes I ignore it cause I am too tired (So sorry for that, not gonna repeat it). But you never know how I feel happy for those words. I feel some-care, I feel some-love. And I am happy that those are from you <3

Every morning greeting and night closing words are just awesome. Even it’s the same thing you say like, “Morning darling J” or maybe “Goodnight dear. God bless you”. you know what? You have curved a big smile on my face that in fact makes me hard to close my eyes, sleep, and dream of you. I am so in LOVE with you, you know that.

Last but not least.. I thank God for giving me YOU. I really say Thank God I Found you. I say thank God for blessing me because there is YOU. Thank God thank God thank God thank God J

I love you with no reason but God. He makes me love you, Edo J

p.s. :

sebenarnya ini sangat kurang untuk menjelaskan betapa *UHUK* nya aku sama kamu

tapi aku pernah bilang kan ke kamu “aku sayang sama kamu lebih dari yang pernah aku katakan dan lebih dari yang sempat aku tunjukkan”. Ya kan, sayang? :*

S.T.

Untuk seorang sahabat,

yang sudah berhasil menggeser awan

yang menutupi matahari.

yang berhasil menopang mahkotanya

sampai saat ini

Senyum yang setiap saat kami lihat itu senyum yang tulus. Senyum seorang perempuan yang berasal dari hatinya yang paling dalam.

Hujan memang tak selalu menyiksa. Tapi hujan dengan angin badai? Tak banyak bunga yang mampu melewatinya. Sebagian besar dari gerombolan cantik itu layu, patah, hancur, dan tak mampu memberi warna dan aromanya lagi.

Tapi aku tak mengatakan bahwa semuanya begitu.

Masih ada, setidaknya satu bunga, yang masih kuat, mengangkat kembali mahkotanya, bertahan untuk tetap tumbuh dan membuncahkan keindahan walau tak setiap kesempatan yang ada, indah baginya…

Tak banyak bunga punya kekuatan untuk bertahan ditengah angin layaknya pohon.

Dan tak banyak bukan berarti tak ada.

Ketika ia masih kuncup. Ia tak tahu akan jadi apa dirinya

Akan indahkah warnanya? Akan harumkah aromanya?

Lalu ia mulai berkembang, sedikit demi sedikit

Senyum pun mulai ia lihat

Ia dengar desir angin di sebelah kanan

Dan gemersik air di belakangnya

Ia mulai merasakan panas matahari

Ia mulai menghirup aroma embun

Ia mulai mengerti bagaimana Ia memperlihatkan keindahannya

Dan saat ia sudah sepenuhnya mekar, ia sadar betapa cantik dirinya

Ia telah mengetahui betapa sekitarnya mengaguminya

Matahari yang setiap pagi menambah keindahannya

Warnanya yang semakin tajam

Mahkotanya yang kian hari kian mengumbar kebanggaannya

Namun tak setiap hal indah, selalu punya waktu indah untuk dilalui

Kadang, ketika angin kencang datang dan nyaris patah tangkainya

Atau saat tangan kecil seorang anak mencoba mengambilnya dari dekapan sang tanah

Dan ketika matahari tertutup awan gelap dan butiran air jatuh nyaris merusak helaian mahkotanya

Bunga ini selalu berusaha untuk kuat

Supaya setiap pandangan padanya dapat melengkungkan senyum

Supaya setiap bola mata yang berputar menuju kepadanya menjadi berbinar

Supaya udara yang dihirup selalu penuh dengan aroma manis

Dan supaya keindahannya

Dapat terus dipandang

Dikagumi

Dimengerti

Tetaplah berharap

Bernafas

Berkembang

Mahkotamu yang mekar itu

Layaknya senyuman di wajah seorang perempuan

Menyejukkan

Mempesona

Tak tahu apa saja dibalik senyuman itu

Entah itu duka atau suka

Apakah hanya bahagia atau ada air mata?

Apapun yang terjadi, yang menimpamu

Cinta atau benci pun itu

Meskipun sejuk atau panas

Manis maupun pahit rasanya

Meskipun tangan itu tak berhenti mencoba melukai

Meskipun angin itu tak berhenti mencoba mematahkan tangkaimu

Meskipun hujan itu tak berhenti mencoba merusak helai daun dan kelopakmu

Meskipun sempat hampir menyerah kamu dibuatnya

Ingatlah

Nanti, masih ada pagi yang harus kau sambut

Matahari masih mau mencintaimu

Kupu-kupu masih ingin dekat-dekat denganmu

Wahai, BUNGA

Sayang itu masih tetap dan sama untukmu

Tetaplah tegar

Milikilah cinta

Bangga pada dirimu

Bagikan kebahagiaan

Jangan lepas senyummu

Tetaplah berada dalam pelukan Tuhan

Untuk sahabat, S.T.