Passion

Yesterday's Radio Show was so impressive! White Shoes and The Couples Company was there with Fariz RM. I've been waiting so long to see WSATCC on TV. They are so unlikely the band who perform on TV show three times a day. But that what makes them worth waiting and worth watching! They played Vakansi, Matahari, Kisah Dari Selatan Jakarta, Senandung Maaf, dan Senja Menggila. They were too damn cool. Nothing too much on their stage act, but it just flattered me by looking at those people enjoying their own part in the band. I'm no hyperboling. They collaborated with Fariz RM for Selangkah Keseberang and it was such a collaboration. Eventhough Fariz and WSATCC's style of interpreting the song is kinda different, but they were cool enough. There was also another interesting thing in the show last night. A carrier consultant came as a guest. His way of explaining how your passion can avoid you from working for the rest of  your life is so much amazing. His expression, intonation, words, so fine. But there is one thing I've been wondering since yesterday. What''s my passion? There are some ways to answer this question:

1. When you're talking to your friends or partners, what do you usually talk the most?
2. When you're browsing on the internet, what do you usually look for the most?
3. What seems to be your hobby?
4. When you're happy doing it, then your passion is there
5. Nothing to be insisted in doing something that seems to be your passion

okay, i tried to answe them, and yes I found it, ART, specifically, MUSIC. This is, I think the best thing in my life I could ever get. When I sing, I don't feel I am insisting myself to do that. I can't even wait to sing when there's a possibility to do it.You don't need to get something in return when you're done doing your passion. You're doing it because you're happy to do it and you want to do it not because you need to do it. Now, that's passion for sure. And I started to think that I can't just easily do my passion. I need to have something before I can enjoy my life doing my passion. I need to have done my parent's passion of achieving university. AHAAA! 

Closer

Kawan-kawan! UAS selesai! Tapi masih ada Ujian Praktek dan Ujian Nasional loh! Ah serius! Iya! 


Haha, ya UAS di Bekasi memang udah selesai. Jakarta baru akan mulai minggu depan. Sedangkan minggu depan, kami yang di Bekasi akan memulai Ujian Praktek (UP) atau mungkin sudah ada yang colong start di waktu-waktu sebelum UAS. Ga terasa udah kurang dari sebulan lagi UAN akan datang. Ini pertama kalinya aku ngerasa ga siap untuk menghadapi judgement day versi anak sekolahan. Waktu SMP, rasanya siaaap banget. Rasanya semua soal udah siap buat dibantai. Jenis soal yang sama setiap hari dikasih dan itu bikin semuanya nempel banget di otak. Sedangkan waktu SMA ini, agak sedikit berbeda. Yah, ga perlu dijelaskan. Jadi merasa sedikit takut, apalagi ada gosip soal 20 paket semu. Sebenernya istilah ini aku yang bikin hihihi. Jadi ada 5 paket seperti tahun kemarin yaitu A,B,C, dan D. Tapi bedanya adalah, ada A1, A2, A3, A4, dan seterusnya. Kalo kata Mr. & Mrs. Know It All a.k.a Guru di sekolah aku, A1, A2, A3, A4 itu soalnya sama tapi diacak. Yah, masih gatau sih, kayaknya belom ada pengumuman yang resmi banget gitu di koran atau berita-berita di tv jadi masih seperti agak simpang siur. Hal ini dilakukan karenaaa, gosipnya lagi, pemerintah mau buat kebijakan tentang masuk ke universitas dengan menggunakan nilai UAN, jadi mereka berusaha sekeras mungkin membuat sistem ujian nasional yang bisa menghasilkan nilai-nilai yang murni dan bisa dijadikan persyaratan penerimaan mahasiswa baru. Masuk akal sih hahaha.
Anyway, semakin kesini rasanya segalanya semakin berat tapi ringan. Maksudnya? Gatau ini cuma aku aja atau yang lain juga ngerasa, kami sadar semuanya semakin dekat, hari penghakiman anak SMA kurang dari sebulan akan tiba tapi seperti tidak ada apa-apa yang menggemparkan. Begitu juga dari pihak sekolah. Atau mungkin sebenernya mereka lagi brainstorming cuman ga keliatan kali ya. Hope so :)

Daaaan, sekarang aku punya mainan baru. Sort of a tounge twister, tapi ini pake bahasa Padang.
Waktu itu diajarin Ican nyebut angka pake bahasa Padang dari 1-10. Dan penyebutan itu berlanjut sampe 50 lebih. 1-20 (cie, duo, tigo, ampe, limo, anam, tujuah, dalapan, sambilan, sapuluah, sapuluah cie, sapuluah  duo, sapuluah tigo, sapuluah ampe, sapuluah limo, sapuluah anam, sapuluah tujuah, sapuluah dalapan, sapuluah sambilan, dua puluah, dst)

Begini cara mainnya :

1. Ambil nafas secukupnya
2. Mulai menyebut angka 1-10
3. Ambil 1 tarikan nafas
4. Lanjut sebut 11-20
5. Ulangi langkah 3 dan teruskan sebutkan angkanya sampe 50
6. Tarikan nafas hanya boleh dilakukan sekali dalam jeda yang ada setelah menyebutkan 10 angka
7. Jika air liur menumpuk di mulut anda, cepet cepet telan sebelum ngeces semua keluar dari mulut
8. Angka bisa disebut sampai lewat dari 50
9. Have fun!

Waktu lagi ngobrol sama Ican

• V: Oh jadi kalo huruf vokal ketemu h atau ng ditambah a diantaranya ya?
• I:   Iya, Len. Jadi kalo tujuh?
• V:  Tujuah!
• I:   Bener, sepuluh?
• V:  Sapuluah
• I:   Anjing?
• V:  Anjiang!
• I:   Kampung?
• V:  Kampuang!
• I:   Nah kalo kuping?
• V:  KUPIAAANG!!
• I:   Salah, talingo...
• V: "........."

 Setelah pulang sekolah aku dan ican mampir ke PSB (aku lagi ngerjain LKS TIK dan ican sedang bersenang-senang di Wikipedia). Dan ternyata, setelah beberapa lama, aku baru tau kalau Ican itu lagi browsing soal negara-negara di dunia. Ajaibnya adalah, yang dia liat itu lambang negara dan lagu kebangsaannya. Jadilah, setelah LKS TIK itu selesai aku kerjain. Aku nimbrung aja sama dia dengerin lagu kebangsaannya Morocco, Malta, Namibia, Nicaragua, India, Romania, Vietnam, Thailan, Iran dan pokoknya negara-negara yang jarang aku tau. Yang paling lucu sih Morocco, soalnya dia ada vokalnya juga, sedangkan yang lain sebagian besar hanya instrumental yang dimainkan oleh marching band atau drum corps kenegaraan. Ga jelas banget sih kerjaan kita. Tapi Ican itu punya pengetahuan tentang negara Eropa yang paling ngetop di seantero sekolah. Anak IPS aja kalah kalo diadu sama dia. Paling kesel kalo main ABC 5 Dasar terus temanya nama-nama negara, dia pasti ga pernah hukum karena sebagian besar negara2 di Eropa dan Amerika di hafal. Sampe yang kayak Tajikistan,Rumania, Malta dan negara-negara yang jarang anak SMA tau, dia tau. Bahkan sampe beberapa negara dia hafal nama presidennya. Dia emang sering banget sih baca-baca Wikipedia soal negara-negara. No wonder dia bisa segitu lancarnya.
Akhir kata, apapun cara kami melupakan UAN sudah dekat, tetap saja, UAN S U D A H  D E K A T. Jadi, wish us, the senior high gangs, to get over those exams!

Final Decision

Okay, so today I have finalized everything about that SNMPTN Undangan. The ASEAN Goes To School certificate has been uploaded as a supporting document. Yeah, and I hope that would really be supporting. Really want to upload my Biology Olimpiade certificate, but the teacher say I better not to, because I participated but didnt win anything. Quiet sad because "experience" isn't count here. But it's okay. And I would like to tell you what decision I have made. About the university and the major of course. Here they are.

 #orderedbypriority

1. University of  Padjadjaran - Phsycology
2. University of  Padjadjaran - Food Technology
3. Bogor Institute of Agriculture - Food Technology

Putting this kind of thing in my post doesn't mean that I wanna show off but I'm hoping for you to pray for me and wish me luck. Because if there are a lot more people have a willing to pray for me then in the name of God, the wish will become true. Amen. Okay, to finally come up with those 3 majors wasn't an easy job. I used to be obsessed with major like Medic/Medical, Industry Technology, Architecture and blah blah blah. Majors that if only I could attend one of them, I will blow my parents' head up. But, my teacher told me that whatever the major you are willing to attend, then it has to be something you like. Because the life in college is not as easy as what I may find in Senior High. There will be no teacher that seems to be so care reminding you about the assignment or test or whatever you have to do. You are on your own. And if you don't even enjoy it, how could you prove yourself? Because you can't even have the will to step up, to care about the major you have attended. This is a kind of serious case, which is like a decision wether you want to live or to die. But finally, I came up with those 3 majors that I fully understand everything I am going to learn or what kind of job I will be steping my foot on. Without any hesitation or any insistment from the third party (lol) I chose them. I feel like, this is the happiness when I can start to make a decision for my future. This is not gonna be easy and not always end up happily ever after, because SNMPTN Undangan is a kind of competition that you have to compete with millions of 3rd grader of Senior High students all around Indonesia. But, I just want to cheer up myself that nothing is impossible for God, although I am a bit scared about God doesn't even wanna look at me at all, because there are lots and lots of thing I've done wrong. Anyway, this suddenly becomes more private. And let's talk about the major again, I actually never thought about Phsycology before. I wasn't interested. But I think this is a good major you know when you don't have any other choice or more to be I don't want to study things like exact knowledge, ya know. Tired with chemistry, physic and mathematic. And never gets tired with biology :)

alright then i think that's all. I am typing with a wrong hand position so it's kinda hurt my left hand. 

Good Day!

Jack n Jill

So, last night was quiet fun watching "Jack 'n Jill". A movie of Adam Sandler, which was really him. I mean like a movie without something really important to seek when actually there's a hidden point there. Just like, Click or Grown Up. Movies that won't let you see the moral issue clearly. It's hidden, behind those pervert jokes, or stupid acts. Anyway, I watched Jack 'n Jill with my sister, Lala. We bought some salty chips before I went to course and watched it when I got home. We softly stole father's laptop. I mean, we said we borrowed it to copy some jazz music from his laptop when what actually happened is, we watched a movie. Why did we have to do that? Because father won't let us use his laptop to watch DVD, he thought it would broke something in the laptop, i dont have any idea about that. Oh and one more thing, my speaker active is broken and father hasn't bought a new one yet for me so I guess that's the second reason why I or we, used our father's laptop.

And by the way, those things in the bowl was Lays Salmon, Barbeque Flavoured chips, and Ring or whatever they call it, I forgot. My drink was strawberry milk (ugh) and Lala's was basic Teh Botol. The movie was entertaining. As always, Adam Sandler never disappoints. Well, there are so many terrific scenes. Like, driving speed boat in house swimming pool and to see Adam Sandler as a girl. He's totally gonna be the next John Travolta, so oh-my-god. 

And I think that's it for tonight. I feel like typing tonight, but actually dont really know what to type, so this is it. Insisting the mind to work. HAH

Oh, Yesterday

Yesterday was quiet stressful, today was also actually. Everyday is...
I don't know how everyhour spent in class made me so sleepy. Anyway, haven't I told you about a friend who always acts like a firework? eh?

Anyway, today, my friend Irwandana told me, Lya, and Ikhsan about the untearable paper. So, we take a little piece of paper and divide them into three part, but we don't make them into three separated parts? Confused? Me too. Let's see the pict

Alright now, the challenge is, we have to pull the two sides on the left and right at the same time and see who can tear them both. And it came to be no one. This is the only thing we got after each of us try to do it for three times.

Taddaaaa..!!!

No one can tear them both at the same time. There's always just one of them that succesfuly teared. I don't know maybe physic can explain this. 

Yesterday and today was quiet the same day. Regular schedule of school and added with PM of national exam. The only different things are, we bring more food from home and .. handphone charger (no, that's actually me)

End of Story

Hi, MBGF!
I am finally done with you. 5th batch is finally done!! Thank you for everymoments of happiness and sadness you gave. Thank you for everylesson you taught. Though this farewell is not gonna be easy (it is hard in fact), we still wanna say thank you so much for finally we can delegate everything up to 6th batch. This is kinda sad, because it is not easy to say goodbye to something we have been fighting for since we were in the first grader. We have dropped tears for it. Some of you may think this is too much. But, MBGF means so much to me. This is the first time I've been in a marching band and I think this is gonna be also, the last. The first second I choose to attend this ec is the moment I was lucky enough. I've never felt this kind of fun, marching band. Something I didnt find in Junior High. Something totally different. And, it is true, being different is uber uber uber cool! MBGF is totally an amazing form of extracurricular. The friendship we made, the familiar atmosphere everytime we practice. I swear I can not forget it. This will be one of the best experience I have. And this is gonna be the proudest thing I will shout loudly everytime someone asks "Have you ever been in an organization? What organization was that?"

Holla, OSIS!
God! So sad to leave you. There are lots of memories I can make you sure I can not forget it. I am not the best member I know. But at least I have given my best to you. Thank you for every opportunities to learn and so sorry for every mistake. You know what, the best thing about this organization is that, this organization is the only group of people who made the word "tired" became the synonym of "happy". All events we made, all the meeting we held and each little cute thing you guys made has been memorized in my brain. It's gonna stay there forever! Too sad to think that we can't work together anymore. Eventhough we weren't good enough at working together :p. But, really, farewell is not a good thing to do. Seriously, I hate "goodbye". Especially for things I have fallen in love so hard with. Alright, at last, I am hoping all the best things for the next batch. May God bless you
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LOL, this is so lame. I'm feeling a lot of sadness right now. I can't even express it. Not because I am writing in english. NO. I'ts just hard to arrange the words. I want to bring back good memories through this post. But, I know I just failed. Anyway, I am crying, right now. This is real. I hate farewell. I'm not saying good bye to a person, geez, I am saying goodbye to over than 100 persons! Can you imagine how sad it is? I have to say good bye to people I have been working with for 2 and a half years. We have been in good and bad conditions together. We went through those together. I feel so much for both organizations. You guys are best, really. I was just an ordinary student on Junior High. I wasn't considered to be member of OSIS, I was also not very smart. Teachers thought I can't handle big things. I was, bad. But in Senior High is totally different. Everything became different. I attended OSIS at the first year (and felt like a boss :p). I attended MBGF also at the first year. I continued to attend those organizations at my second year, until now. And I was definitely growing. I used to think that, I am nothing. I can't do big thing. But, it seems like these two big things have given me the chance to grow up even bigger. To learn how to handle things and to make yourself considered. Knowing to always be responsible. They taught me how to grow up. I sometimes want to tell my Junior High teachers that I wasn't that bad. It's true, they underestimated me. And it hurted me so much. Feels like I want to shout really loud about my changes in Senior High. If I am allowed to be arrogant, "Hey, I am the chief of Marching Band Gita Flamboyan! I am girl. I lead them!", "Hey, I attended the Biology Olympiade in Bekasi!", "Hey, I am member of OSIS. And this Senior High's OSIS can do things damn better then the OSIS I knew in Junior High!"
Sorry for being arrogant but it's just thank you so much for both of you MBGF and OSIS, allowed me to feel the proud I always longed for.
I am hoping the best for you two. I can't hold these tears. Both of you mean so much to me.
Thank You

The Hypest Thing on January 2012

Marching Band Gita Flamboyan's

All New Instruments

The End

A Little Greeting

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year buddy!

I know its no longer the first day of 2012, but I finally have time to write on this blog again.

So, December was quiet busy and stressful. If I'm not mistaken, I unfortunately didnt have enough time to do this and that. It hurts. 

But fortunately, Christmas healed the hurt. And I don't need to explain how or why. Those who have felt Christmas knew how it could really heal every pain.

Early of December till the mid was pretty saddening. Exams, undone homework, tasks and a lot lot things were ruining everything. 

The beauty of this month starts from the evening of 24th of December till New Year hypness on 1st of January.

24th : Christmas Eve Celebration

25th : Christmas Day Celebration

26th : A Day Rest

27th : 1st Anniversary with Lourenchyus Alfredo. MI : Ghost Protocol. Spended the whole day with him

28th : One Fun Day with MTC (Makan Tuh Cinta :p). Sherlock Holmes 2. Spended with Edo, Kevin William

          Billy David, Timothy Joshua, Elizabeth Sukanta, Andreas Ucup and his gf, and Octavianus Winky

29th : Trip to Kota Tua and Ancol with siblings from Surabaya

30th : "A Give Thanks Service" most of the family from my father came to my house. I unfortunately knew them 

         a little. 

31th : "A New Year Service" or people from North Sumatera call it "Mandok Hata". I feel happy, we can

          celebrate New Year in a completely different way. No need to have the countdown then explode those   

          firework. But yeah we did, a little bit later than the other :p

January

1st   : Had a whole day in with the bed. He was really charming, erm, the bed is charming. And "New Year 

         Service" at church also the first "Holy Communion" to start this 2012. Siblings from Surabaya went 

         back. Too bad I couldnt go with them to the train station :'(

2nd  : Sleeping

3rd   : Sleeping

4th   : Back to blog. Holla!!

Anyway, pusing ya tidur seharian itu. Ga bakat males-malesan emang #halah

Fill These Out

rule number #1 : post this rules

rule number #2: post 11 things about them(my)selves

1. I love the meaning of my name,Valent. It's french, and the meaning is "precious"
2. I love to laugh
3. really love music, love to sing, love TYC
4. classic disney cartoon is my favorite one
5. currently bored with my blackberry
6. is sad because Looklet is going to be shutted down
7. you can find me as a colorful person. not trying to be narcissistic, but really i can be anything appropriate to you
8. but, that could be not the real me because, in a damn real fact i have only two personalities
9. love to read anything related to me. ex: the positive sides of Gemini, what does a person with AB blood act like, etc
10. currently reading "A Tree Grows In Brooklyn" and feel in love with it since the first page
11. i unfortunately lack of the ability in doing house chores (like, washing clothes, mopping)

rule number #3 : answer the question, and these are from Ka Ayrine

1. what your favorite song this week?
2. what you did on christmas?
3. have you ever crying at public place?
4. what do you think about a couple who live together without getting married?
5. transformer or harry potter? 
6. what image you'll choose if you want to get a tattoo? why?
7. what your blog's name? and why you choose that one?
8. who is your idol?
9. and what will you say if you meet him/her in person?
10. what your favorite constellation? draw it if you can.

my answer:

1. Owl City - In Christ Alone
2. celebrating it in church, having a quality time with family, friends and boyfriend
3. yes, of course, i did, when i was a kid, who didnt?
4. may God forgive them
5. honestly, none of both, but i have to choose then harry potter. because i havent watched transformer, even the first.
6. butterfly, i just love the way they look
7. Marvelous, finally a question about this, i just love the meaning of  'marvelous'. if this blog is not marvelous enough for you then im sorry
8. God, this is not a bullshit, i'm a serious fan of Him
9. Finally...
10. Cannis Major. wait, i have asked mr.google to draw it for me, just go to him, i think he's done with that.

rule number #4 : create another 11 questions

1. what is your favorite video clip of the year?
2. is your mom your idol?
3. what kind of movie do you adore?
4. what is your favorite author?
5. have you ever been in a relationship?
6. which one is the longest? 
7. are you a person with anemia?
8. what is cloud, for you?
9. can you describe christmas?
10. do you like to tweet?
11. do you live with your parents?
12. how do you like pale colours?

rule number #5 choose 11 people to answer those question above.

Lya - Rara - Tata - Dicky - Yeni - Willy - Fahra - Lisley - Nindya - Dotta - Titus

dont really care wether or not you really fill these out LOL, have fun

Terima Kasih Tuhan

Terima kasih Tuhan, Tuhan memberkati keluargaku sampai detik ini. Terima kasih Tuhan tetap merangkul keluargaku, hingga kami terus dapat berada di dalam kasih Tuhan. Terima kasih Tuhan berkati pekerjaan Papa yang semakin baik. Terima kasih Tuhan selalu memberikan kesehatan untuk Mama, hingga sampai sekarang, meskipun banyak hal yang harus beliau lakukan, beliau tetap ada untuk kami. Terima kasih Tuhan, buat penyertaan Tuhan untuk Valent sampai saat ini. Valent masih muda Tuhan, banyak hal yang Valent tidak mengerti, tapi Tuhan terima kasih, Tuhan selalu menjauhkan Valent dari hal yang tak seharusnya Valent sentuh. Terima kasih untuk adik yang selalu ada bersama Valent, terima kasih untuk Vierla. Terima kasih Tuhan sudah berikan segala yang baik untuk dia. Terima kasih untuk penyertaan Tuhan hingga di hampir penghujung tahun ini. Valent tahu, pertolongan dan berkat Tuhan tidak pernah terlambat. Selalu tepat waktu. Itulah yang sekarang terjadi pada Papa, Mama, Valent dan Vierla. Terimakasih Tuhan. Luruskan jalan kami Tuhan, biarkanlah hanya  yang segala dari Tuhan yang kami pahami. Valent yakin Tuhan selalu mengampuni dan melindungi kami semua. Valent yakin kasih Tuhan tidak akan pernah habis. Tuhan, rangkul kami lebih dalam lagi Tuhan. Kami ingin dekat Tuhan dan anak-anakMu yang lain Tuhan. Valent yakin, Tuhan selalu ada buat kami. Tunjukkan mana yang baik dan yang tidak untuk kami, Tuhan. Kami tidak ingin salah melangkah.

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Ah tadi hujan deras sekali di daerah Harapan Indah dan sekitarnya.  Gerimis awet, banjir dimenong-menong :p
Akhirnya stay di sekolah sampe hujannya agak reda. Dan ketika keluar sekolah, seperti habis ada tsunami dengan gempa 10 SR. OH TIDAK BANJIRNYA
SMAN 10 emang udah biasa kebanjiran dari dulu. Tapi sekarang cuman bagian depan aja sih yang notabene emang lebih rendah dari jalan raya. Dan, bener aja, berarti jalan raya banjirnya ga santai. Abis sms Edo, aku keluar nunggu di depan loby. Hopeless banget sampe pengen suruh Edo masuk ke halaman sekolah soalnya aku ga bisa keluar gerbang, banjir. Tapi akhirnya ada temen yang bisa nganterin sampe keluar gerbang dan pas banget Edo sampe di depan sekolah.
Yaudah, akhirnya pulang. Sempet bingung ini mau lewat mana ya? Banjirnya ga kira-kira dimana-mana, udah gitu masih ada beberapa jalan rusak yang pasti kalo banjir, banjirnya dalem (ini secara tidak langsung, aku udah menjelek-jelekkan Harapan Indah. Maaf ya Hasana Damai Putra :p)
Akhirnya taraaaa, main banjiran deh, air banjirannya bikin motor si pacar metong. Asik deh lumayan main banjiran. Tapi ngeri juga sih, ada yang lewat-lewat di kaki gatau apaan diiih. Waktu udah hampir setengah jalan, "Len, liat deh ada dinasti kecoa,". Pertama liat ke batang pohon dan cuma liat ada 1 kecoa, "Mana? Orang cuma satu kecoanya. Wooo," "Itu geser matanya ke kiri dikiiiit,".


Men.


Bener-bener dinasti kecoa. (sayang ga bawa kamera, ga bisa difoto)

Karena lagi banjir, mau lari jadi susah. Akhirnya sok cool aja deh, padahal udah geli luar biasa. Itu kecoa berbaris gerombol-gerombol gitu hiyaaaa *merinding*
Terus si pacar manasin motor dulu deh.
"Masa udah empat puluh menitan, Len." "Hah, serius?. Lama aja"
Yak. Banjir.
Ruar biasa sekali. Dan sampe rumah diperkirakan sekitar 45 menitan lah ya. Ga pernah selama ini
Plis ya, biasanya itu paling cuma 10 menit naik motor -.-
Harapan Indaaaah, Indaahnya masih Harapan mulu sih yaaa huft
Tapi ga apa-apa deh, kan jadi bisa lama-lama ketemu si Edo jadinya :*
Anyway, terimakasih ya pacar, aku tau ngegiring motor di tengah banjir itu cape
I LAV YOU XO MUCH :*

Gazillions of Cheer

A day before the first day of December. Christmas is close though and the cheer is everywhere. Really can not wait for Christmas to come. I don't know how to express anything in my mind. So, I choose to use pictures to illustrate it. Although they're not fully describing what I am feeling, at least they're there to let the world know I am blushed by the moments lately. I feel fine. I feel great. I feel super-marvelous.

Bold What Applies To You

I am a male.

I am a girl

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly.

I have many scars.

I tan easily.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have a tattoo.

I want a tattoo.

I am self-conscious about my body.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have a piercing in a place other than my ears

I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve run away from home.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than one year old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’m in school.

I’ve lost a child.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I’ve missed a week or more of school.

I’ve stolen something from my job.

I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve peed from laughing.

I’ve snorted while laughing

I’ve cried from laughing so hard.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment.

I’ve broken a bone.

I’ve gotten stiches/staples.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I had a serious surgery.

I’ve had chicken pox.

I’ve had measles.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been to Canada.

I’ve been to Mexico.

I’ve been to Niagra Falls.

I’ve been to Japan.

I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.

I’ve been to Europe

I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve been to Hawaii.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a shooting star.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

I’ve been to a casino

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve gone skinny dipping.

I’ve played spin the bottle.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve crashed a car.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a play.

I’ve met someone in person from Facebook.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I’ve sat on a roof top at night.

I’ve played chicken.

I’ve played a prank on someone

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.

I’ve eaten sushi.

I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.

I’m in a relationship.

I’m engaged.

I’m married.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.

I miss someone right now.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.

I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I have lied to my parents about where I am.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve run a red light.

I’ve been suspended from school.

I’ve witnessed a crime.

I’ve been in a fist fight.

I’ve been arrested.

I’ve passed out from drinking.

I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.

I’ve eaten mushrooms.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I have cough drops when I’m not sick.

i have 3 pills at a time no problem.

I have been diagnosed with depression.

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.

I’ve taken an anti-depressant.

I have been anorexic or bulimic

I’ve spent an entire day without needing to go pee.

I’ve slept in past 2 pm.

I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I’ve seen someone dying.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I’ve planned my own suicide.

I’ve attempted suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.

I own an IPod or an MP3 player.

I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

I own something from Hot Topic.

I own something from Pac Sun.

I collect comic books.

Feel free to copy this and rebold them as what applies to you :)

Pertandingan Penggalauan

17-11-2011

(sekitar pukul 20:45)

Sea Games - Football

Group Final Match

Indonesia VS Malaysia (0-1)

Indonesia baru saja dikalahkan oleh Malaysia di pertandingan sepak bola final regu. Sebenernya buat aku pribadi ini bukan masalah besar yang harus diperbincangkan secara kasar di dunia maya. Beberapa orang sibuk komentar sana-sini. Tentang wasit, tentang pemain Malaysia, tentang pelatihnya. Tapi lupa akan esensi dari pertandingan itu sendiri. Lupa akan "Siapa yang sedang didukung?" Makian mulai muncul satu per satu untuk hal yang warga Indonesia rasa kurang adil. Berbagai sumpah serapah dan emoticon fuck khas hape Blackberry pun bermunculan dari tweet paling atas sampai paling bawah (oke ini hiperbola). Ya, tapi kurang lebih 50% dari yang aku katakan ini benar.  Apakah harus? 

Menurutku, ketakutan akan kalah dari Malaysia ini terbangun dari rasa benci yang sudah memupuk di hati sebagian besar rakyat Indonesia. Bukan takut kalah sebenarnya. Tapi, takut dicemooh, dihina dan direndahkan oleh rakyat Malaysia. Ini bukan hal besar kalau saja kita tidak menanggapinya terlalu serius. Tindakan negatif secara verbal efeknya tidak akan terlalu terlihat. Namun ketika mereka sudah menyentuh fisik bangsa ini baru ambil deh tindakan terserah kalian.

Jadi, sebenernya inti posting ini cuma mau bilang, ini Sea Games kawan-kawan. Pertandingan yang ada di sini bukan hanya sepak bola. Mungkin ini klimaksnya bagi beberapa orang. Tapi untuk sebagian orang lagi, masih ada yang menganggap ini hanya salah satu kekalahan dari sekian puluh kemenangan yang sudah kita raih. Kita berhasil kan mempermalukan mereka di bulu tangkis? Tapi ya sekali lagi ini tergantung dari bagaimana cara setiap individu menanggapinya. Aku juga ga bisa memaksakan semua orang untuk berpikir sama dengan aku. Tapi, inilah cara aku memandang dan menanggapi hal-hal yang baru saja terjadi. Selamat malam :)

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be sure your sin will find you out

-Numbers 32:23

another chit chat

Oke, jadi suatu malam di aula Villa ** tempat LDKS OSIS SMAN 10, aku dan Levy lagi ngobrol-ngobrol soal hal hal aneh di villa ini dan apa yang nyebabin hal hal itu. Dan Levy bilang di sekitar tempat ini emang ada satu aura yang hitam tebal dan scattering all over the ville. Dan aura hitam itu lama lama tambah tebal dan berpindah pindah terus. Oke, mulai merinding deh. Untungnya di aula itu rame panitia.
Dan satu pertanyaan yang aku lontarkan menghantarkan aku ke berbagai pertanyaan lain: "Bisa baca aura gua ga lev?"

Nah, dari situ Levy mulai ngejelasin banyak hal tentang aura aku. Pertama, aura aku 2 layers, yang berarti sedikit lebih spesial dari orang dengan 1 layer aura. Kedua, warna auranya merah dan biru. 2 warna ini ga bertumpuk, lebih ke blending tapi ga membentuk warna baru hasil percampuran dua warna itu. Bisa disimpulkan aku punya sisi baik dan jahat yang clear. Jelas kelihatan. Blending disini 2 warna itu masih struggling, mana yang akan menang. Kadang biru, kadang merah. Dan emang bener. Hal itu selalu terjadi, akibatnya mood naik turun, berubah berubah. Most people feel it I know, not only me who has red and blue aura colours LOL.
Next, Levy melihat guardian angel aku #jieecintalaura. Berbentuk sprites atau peri semacam tinkerbell. Tapi guide aku ini berambut coklat panjang dan pake dress warna ungu. Dia bukan jenis guide yang memberitahu aku harus ini atau aku harus itu. Nyuruh ini itu. Tipe guide yang percaya sama masternya. Dia emang ga terlalu pengaruh banget, tapi ketika ada yang nyakitin aku, she will make a revenge. And the best thing is, dia menjauhkan aku dari segala bentuk ghosts. Because she sparks and flying around me:)
Terus, my 7 deadly sin. SLOT. Yang bisa diartikan sebagai laziness. Dan ya, ini bener banget. Aku males banget bangetan dan ini bener2 terasa semakin kesini. Padahal makin banyak yang harus dikerjain -__-

Dan semenjak itu, mulailah semua orang aku minta dibacain auranya sama Levy dan banyak yang bikin terkejut. Apalagi pas Levy dan Andri (adek kelas yang juga bisa macam begituan) baca auranya si perempuan cantik idola lelaki itu. Dan memang Tuhan adil. Ga ada manusia sempurna. Perawakan cantik bisa aja menyimpan keburukan yang orang biasa ga bisa lihat.

Well, ini cuma sekedar sharing aja. Susah emang untuk sepenuhnya percaya. Karena apapun yang ada di diri kita, perlindungan untuk diri kita. Asalnya dari Tuhan. Agak aneh rasanya untuk lebih percaya aku dilindungi oleh sebuah Sprite cantik berbaju ungu. Tapi obrolan kayak gini percaya ga percaya bikin nagih. Coba aja cari temen yang punya kemampuan kayak gini. Tanyain terus, pasti yang ada malah nge-kepoin temen kamu itu sampe dia cape.
Oh iya, hal hal semacam reading aura ini emang bikin cape kata Levy. Makanya jangan keseringan nanya, kasian juga. Kalo emang mau nanya banyak, beliin makanan dulu deh, biar ga kelaperan :p

OH IYA! satu hal lagi, Levy reads that I have a piece of Marie Antoinette souls in myself. It answers the question of "Who was I in the past life, Lev?"

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"Senyum kalian itu semangatku. Hal yang membuatku yakin aku telah melakukan hal yang benar. Hal yang membuat aku yakin lagu ini sudah cukup indah untukku. Tapi mungkin kalian tidak pernah sadar betapa berharganya senyum kalian itu. Senyum kalian bagiku itu layaknya air dan matahari bagi tumbuhan. Baju bagi manusia, perahu bagi nelayan, ombak bagi laut, pasir bagi pantai, mahkota bagi bunga. Tanpa senyum kalian, aku kehilangan setengah semangatku."

Air Mukamu

27th October 2011
07.20 a.m.
Chemistry Class - @Science Laboratorium

PM : Valent, sini kamu sini

G : Saya? Kenapa, Pak?

PM : Sini dulu

jalan ke meja guru lab. kimia

PM : Kamu lagi ada masalah ga sih?

G : *bingung setengah mati* Ha? Ga ada, Pak? Kenapa?

PM : Bener kamu ga ada masalah? Di sekolah? Di rumah?

G : Engga, beneran deh Pak. Biasa aja kok

PM : Kamu ke gereja ga sih?

G : Iyalah Pak, setiap minggu.

PM : Selain hari minggu?

G : Oh, iya sih Pak kadang kadang kalo lagi latihan sama temen gereja. Kenapa, Pak?

PM : Kamu bener ga ada masalah? Tiap hari bapak liatin kamu kayaknya bengong, diem, kayak lagi ada masalah berat gitu. Wajah kamu itu kayak lagi ada pikiran apaaa gitu. Tiba-tiba diem. Bener ga ada masalah?

G : *pengen nangis* Engga ada kok, Pak. Hehehe
*nyengir trus melengos lagi ke meja praktikum*


Segitu terlihat berbeban beratkah wajah saya tiap hari, Pak?
Yah kalaupun begitu, makasih ya Pak udah perhatian. 

Boyfriend Tag ;)

1. What’s his name?
Lourenchyus Alfredo
2. How long have you been dating?
9 months 23 days
3. Can you tell him anything?
Yes
4. What’s his favorite color?
red black white
5. When is his birthday?
3rd of September
6. How old will he be turning?
20 on 2012
7. How much do you see each other?
once a week or maybe twice a week if we're lucky. LOL we are pretty bussy with our work :)
8. On a scale of 1-10, How much do you like him?
11 :*
9. Do you love him?
YES I DO!
10. What’s his full name, first/middle/last.
Lourenchyus Alfredo Bawotong
11. Have you ever been to the movies with him?
Yeah I have, but a couple hours before we're intacted :p
12. What movie did you see?
Gulliver's Travel
13. Name a memory you shared with him?
my 17th birthday, his 19th birthday, our first Valentine Day, sundays at church, etc
14. Have you met his parents?
Yes I have :)
15. Has he met your parents?
Yes He has
16. How many siblings does he have?
1, a sister
17. Have you kissed him in the rain?
errr, no
18. Can he make you in the best mood EVER?
Always :)
19. What’s his moms name?
Mrs. Marni :)
20. Is he funny?
Most of the time
21. Name his favorite quote?
I never know if he pays attention on quotes. But yes on bible words :)
22. What is his favorite thing to do?
playing soccer, watching videos on you tube, painting
23. Does he have any pets?
Yes, cats, A LOT
24. What does he want to name his kids, when he’s older?
I don't know
25. Someone hits you, What does he do?
he protects me, not caring about the one who hit me, he pays attention on me :)
26. Do you hold hands often?
when we're together, yes
27. Does he cuss?
no
28. Does he have a job?
he's a college student, but if you still asking about his job I can say he's a bassist
29. Do you hug him alot?
He hugs me 
30. Does your family like him
Yes :)

Bussy Enough?

Hola marvelous!

My days are going to be super bussy from now on. I just got home from a course registration at BTA 70. I’m going to be one of the main crew of LDKS OSIS with those 4 events. Need to prepare for MBGF’s regeneration. Preparing for UAN & SNMPTN. Also, AIM, and this is the hardest. Oh and last! Take my TOEFL test to get the certificate.

Hmm, senior high is the best moment also the worst. I realize I can’t play too much from now. Need to complete those things up there hohoho. And I think, still need to study on December for another test on January. Woohoooo, so many hopes and wishes and of course so fuckin many things I have to do for those wishes to become true.

Ha! Not all of you know that I am in the Science Department now, the 3^rd grader. And physics, chemistry and mathematic are the finest bullets in the world that could burn your body in one shot! I can over the Biology, it’s much better to read much than to count much LOL. Anyway, why did I choose Science? Because I don’t know my goal yet. I don’t know what I wanna be in the future. This is so pathetic but yeah I need time to think. Anyway, if I don’t choose a science faculty in the end, I wouldn’t regret it. I need science department to widen up my road after Senior High. That way, I can choose any faculty I want. The problem is the test. The sadness is I take this too seriously. I don’t wanna be to radical on the process. I wanna chase the dream. I DON’T WANNA BE CHASED BY DREAM. A normal hardwork is enough. Not wasting too much time. Use the books into their maximum function. Order helps from Mr. Google hehe. Listening much to parents. And talk to God much more than before. Need to get closer to Him :)

Disciplify myself (ah bener ga tuh disciplify, ngarang bae).

Course starts on 13^th of September, wish to be a one lucky day to lead me to another lucky day. AMEN! Can’t wait for it, really excited. I thought I would be the only SMAN 10 students in the class, but thank God for Maringan is in my class too. At least I have a friend to talk and to discuss.

I will still be able to post because I’m not the kind of person that will tighten up myself up and avoiding any entertainment. I’m a human. I need to live while chasing my dream. Thank you :)