why always thorns? why not the petals of roses?

I know we're living in a very insane and negative world. But that doesn't mean we can always pessimistly saying it wouldn't change. That doesn't mean we can always take everything as a negative thing. We still have love here, in this world you take as an insane thing. I don't like the way you never excited on anything that's not into you. I don't like the way you take something as a waste, when in fact you can still pick a life lesson from it. This world is beautiful enough for us. If we just want to throw that negative energy or just conquere it with the positive one. It's hard for you to see something multisidely, I know that. That's why. You are, somekind of pathetic. I'm sick of talking to you. You always see something negatively. I've tried so hard to just be cool with that. But, I can't believe it I am not that able. I don't wanna be like you. I want to be happy. Not letting my brain to be damaged by thinking anything negatively. It's not about being prude. It is totally different. I am talking about the ability to see the light when every place is dark.You just can't or you won't let yourself can. Sorry.